i had a chance.....

i missed my chance....
i hate myself....
the feeling of regret is filling up inside me....
y din i take it seriously??

i had a chance,
i decided not to take it....
i have 2 b responsible 4 tat....
nobody forced me,im the 1 who decided not to....
but.....
i will never 4get tis lesson,
NEVER!!

whenever im depressed,
u will appear in my mind,
i miss u....n im sorry...
i made that choice....
sorry...2 u...n 2 me....

nowadays ppl around me r having that look
that unhappy faces bother me,
what else can i do if i din join in?haha...
kiding la....
i will find my way,
i wana study!!
i wana score!!
2.8 HURTS!!
n im going 2 take the exam seriously!!
GAMBATEH 2 MYSELF!!